do you ever wish that there was a little door in your head? or a valve?

because sometimes there are so many thoughts going on. too many for one small little head to hold.

and it would be nice, when that happens, to be able to just open up the little door (maybe right above the left ear), tilt your head a bit, and let some of it out.

maybe there would be a little filter so that it wouldn't be the important things leaving.

but it would be the things like: 'how long could i hold onto this railing on my bed before falling off'

because really those are just dumb and i don't need them always in there.

today was a beautiful day. i hope fernando is recovering. i miss him and am wondering how he is doing.